Friday, December 18, 2009

I Think I'm Going To Be Sick!

It's the time of year, when I have to decide if I'm running the Ogden 1/2 marathon, or full. The races are already more than half way full, and it's not even until the middle of May!

There are two naughty friends I run with who think it's a great idea to run the full, but I've always said I had no desire to run a marathon. It's too far. It's too long. It's too painful. It's just too...

And yet they keep pushing.

And then I stupidly think, "maybe, I could do it"

"if the biggest loser people can do it, then I totally can"

"that's really far, do I really want to run 26.2 miles???"

So, one of these naughty friends and I were running/talking, and I'm about to get the courage to tell her that I'm about finalized in my decision that a marathon is definitely doable, but I just don't think I'm interested.

It's not that I really feel that way, I'm just a chicken and need LOTS of pushing.

As I bring it up to her, before I can even get anything out, she casually says, "oh yeah, by the way, I signed you up!"

WHAT????

This was yesterday. I'm still in shock. I. am. running. 26.2 miles. in 5 months!



What kind of friend does that????? How audacious. How nervy. How trusting. How faithful. How uplifting to know this friend believes in me and knows me enough to give me the push I need.

So now, I believe in myself (at least today I do) that I can do this.

Come to find out, she didn't really sign me up when she said she did, she was just testing me and what a test. She signed me up after she saw my response, and I'm glad she did.

Today I say BRING IT ON!

7 comments:

Marisha said...

You will do AMAZING!!! And you will do something that a lot of people won't do. Like me! What great friends you have to know that you can push a little harder than you think you can. Good luck!

SPN1227 said...

you'll be great and you'll be so glad you did it! you rock!

Karen said...

Better you than me, my friend.

You can totally do this. What an inspiring goal.

Tammy Anderson said...

You can do it! I'll come cheer you on since I live just north of there.

Beth said...

Yay! You'll do great!

Shauna said...

What kind of crazy friend DOES a thing like that. You're hanging out with the wrong crowd, Kesten.

You will be AWESOME!!!

pan x 8 said...

You're gonna do it and you're gonna rock it!!